Ilona is struggling with finding her own reality, as she is lost in her own fantasies to cope with her not having her own freedom since she was five years old. Kidnapped at her kindergarten in the Netherlands, all Ilona remembers is the four walls of a disintegrated basement. For 17 years her hands have been chained to the wall and the only times she gets released is when countless of men rape and abuse her. Ilona has been a sex slave her whole life. The man solely responsible is a man she calls by the name of Don. We venture through the mind of Ilona and how she extraordinarily managed to stay alive and how your mind bends in mysterious ways when all you have left is yourself and the deep dangers of your mind.