Actor/Filmmaker Janusz Madej in his documentary ‘LIFE and DEATH: My confessions’ goes on to the journey through his subconscious sharing the story of his childhood, career as a ballet dancer, transition in to actor/filmmaker as well as the death of his mother and the impact that had on his life and emotional state. The documentary starts with the chronological recapture of his mothers life, the fact that she gave birth to him at advanced age 44 years old and discovery by her, his abnormal flexibility in his joints that subsequently directed his life towards becoming classically trained ballet dancer with 12 years professional career. His journey to Hollywood and career as a actor/filmmaker and her death at age 75 with him being present by her side. This 29 minutes long documentary in form of an interview is an emotional journey through the memories of an artist that is trying to get his life together after tremendous loss of a loved one he still recovers from.